I wrote in a few days ago worrying about my baby today I had an ultrasound and found baby has no heart beat and has properly been so for at least 2 weeks and baby will need to be removed. After a stillborn and several late misscarriages every attempt has failed feeling useless as a woman and cheated as a mother I'm a fantastic mother and I see so many less grateful for their precious gifts it pains me that I don't get a chance. Feeling so broken have been so strong for the others hut this really hurts and I'm struggling to find the strength to go on.
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I'm so sorry. I know how you feel about some people not appreciating what they have. I've had one child (would have loved more but carry a genetic disorder so...). I've often felt the same, it seems so unfair. Your not a failure, you have no control over this (failures are things you choose) this is one of those crappy things that happen in life.
I'm so sorry for your loss Xxo
Oh honey, you poor thing I read your original post and was hoping for you! I know where your coming from I've had multiple losses before and after my son. I'm currently 13wks but the fear never leaves! Take some time to relax and grieve. Talk to your dr or specialist and I'm assuming you've had all the tests but if not it's worth doing them. Mine was unexplained but they treated me anyway as it can't hurt and a combination of clexane and aspirin has helped baby stay strong. When your ready to try again talk to your dr and see if something like that may help you. Good luck
I'm very sorry for your loss. I will hug my daughter tighter tonight because you are right, sometimes we don't appreciate what we have until it's gone. Xx I'm wishing you all the best.
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